“Don’t ever fight with Lisbeth Salander. Her attitude towards the rest of the world is that if someone threatens her with a gun, she’ll get a bigger gun.”
learning more about the world we live in, so I can help shape and change it.
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Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Perhaps we don’t like what we see: our hips, our loss of hair, our shoe size, our dimples, our knuckles too big, our eating habits, our disposition. We have disclosed these things in secret, likes and dislikes, behind doors with locks, our lonely rooms, our messy desks, our empty hearts, our sudden bursts of energy, our sudden bouts of depression. Don’t worry. Put away your mirrors and your beauty magazines and your books on tape. There is someone right here who knows you more than you do, who is making room on the couch, who is fixing a meal, who is putting on your favorite record, who is listening intently to what you have to say, who is standing there with you, face to face, hand to hand, eye to eye, mouth to mouth. There is no space left uncovered. This is where you belong.
Sufjan Stevens
It’s really annoying when people point fingers at me all the time for doing bad things to them (i.e. Anonymous messages on Tumblr). It’s comical they think I have time to do that with a full work and course load.
I don’t really care about your life that much so stop looking for clues where there are none. You don’t really know what I’ve been through or are going through just by looking through a blog, as it represents just one facet of my personality and experiences. I also don’t know your experience, and I am not claiming to.
If you do something shitty, conversely, I am going to call you out on it. I don’t have time for people’s bullshit anymore. Whenever I just drip with extreme kindness and understanding to people, it is, in general, turned around on me in some fashion, usually by being used up. Not worth my time.
If you knew what he did to me. If you knew what he made me do. You’d change your tune.
You can give so much to a person no matter what they do to you and they’ll still throw you away. And when they throw you out, it has to be on their terms.
Whatever, I’m no use to you anymore, am I?
I guess my friends were right when they told me I shouldn’t try to be friends with your exes.
I have assembled a really bootleg Annie Hall costume for tomorrow, but I’m still excited to wear it. If just one person outside of the people I’ve told recognizes it, I’ll be happy. woohoo
Obviously I have my laptop back! Which is super yay! I also brought my Wii back to school with me so I can play Wii Fit. My schedule with work is too weird to get into the school gym, since it’s only open to the public 4 hours a day (wtf).
My blood pressure has been high, but I think it’s because of my nasal polyp blocking a nostril so my other nostril is working hard to compensate. I have found a loophole to get out of having to buy the stupid meal plan here at school, which is a documented illness. Thank God I’m riddled with disease! This is possibly the last time I’ll ever say that, considering getting insurance as an adult is going to be a nightmare…
Been questioning my friendships with some people recently. People are turning out to be a lot shittier than I ever thought they were, so I’ll probably be doing some friend surgery soon. There are a lot better people I’d like to be closer friends with then wasting my energy on them.
And if you’re wondering, I’ve been friends with this person for like 10 years. And they’re such a fake person now, a hypocrite that criticizes everything everyone does except for what he’s doing himself. And this person is slowly becoming exactly like their old lady, if you know what I mean. I don’t deserve to be treated like a vacuum for their depression and problems, to be treated like a disposable friend. He has no right to get angry when I don’t play with him the way he wants. I’m not a doll.
rereading old notes from you makes me wonder why you don’t want me around anymore.
i miss you being in my life. we were best friends, even though there was so much crap between us. what happened?
